I don’t know what to say

I don’t know what to say

That’s been me around people for quite a while


I used to have interests

Things in my life

Things to strive for that I wanted to share


Now there is no spark

No passion

No dreams

Only black holes

But jet


It’s not because of lost ones

Not because the world is somehow unfair

It’s just…

I don’t really know why


No that’s a lie

I know very well why


It’s because I failed

Didn’t have the strength

to reach my end goal


I jumped for the stars

expecting to fly


But after the fall

I just jumped up again


Now my mind won’t take it

my dreams have collapsed

Making way

for black holes to appear


That may be right

but I shouldn’t despair

For now

just take care

I’m not over the event horizon






1 thought on “I don’t know what to say

  1. This is something I wrote a bit more than a month ago. At the moment I’m feeling at a bit better, but I thought the poem was still kind of ok, so I posted it anyway.


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